Summary: Very AU. B’Elanna and Tom reunite six years after B’Elanna’s departure from the Academy. But in this universe, the circumstances are a bit different. Sequel to “Dynamics.” Notes: Dynamics was a story I felt could fit into the canonical universe. Dynamics 2 cannot. So part one can be taken as a prequel to both canon and to Dynamics 2. Here’s how I reckoned the timeline. As of the beginning of season 6, a.k.a. the end of season 5, B’Elanna hadn’t spoken to her mother for 10 years. Also, in DS9’s season 5, we learn that the Jem’Hadar have eliminated the Maquis. That was equivalent to Voyager’s season 3, so at that time B’Elanna was in her 8th year separated from her mother. Assuming that she entered the Academy immediately after leaving Kessik and that she dropped out in her second year, that would leave six years in between her dropping out and the Maquis destruction. Got it? No? E-mail me for a more coherent explanation. And no, I did not write this story as a ploy to get more mail. ;-) Acknowledgement: This story owes its life to Shani, who gave me the inspiration to write a sequel. Thank you! Disclaimer: Voyager belongs to Paramount. I am just pond scum. But I own the story, so tell me what you think: Zorb17@aol.com Dynamics 2 They would have called it the Slum of the Galaxy if it had been worth calling anything. The official name was Misera IV, and average sized planet averagely populated by an average mixture of minority species from around the quadrant. With the exception of a few traders, there was no real upper class. People lived routine, undistinguishable lives. The smart ones left or got rich; most left. A quiet planet on the outskirts of the Federation, Misera went unnoticed. The Federation bigwigs had bigger fish to fry. A medium sized continent on Misera had only one large city, although calling it a city was probably an overstatement. Its narrow, unpaved streets haphazardly wove through town, shadowed by the thick earthen buildings lining them. A close watcher could see a small figure carefully make its way through one of the darker roads, cloaked in a thick black hooded cape, eyes downcast while passing pawn shops and dealer’s stands. The casual observer wouldn’t have noticed, so well did the being blend into the street. Occasionally a dark lock of hair would fall out of place and be seen, but a bronze hand immediately shoved it back under the hood. On Misera, anonymity was the key to survival. Silently, the figure turned the corner into a less crowded passageway, speeding up to reach a plaza unadorned with shops and stands. Keeping its back to the wall, the figure finally lifted its head and glanced around as if looking for someone. Left untended, the hood slipped off to hang on the revealed woman’s back. She didn’t notice, her dark eyes still searching, the beginnings of an impatient scowl on her face. Sensing a new arrival, she tensed. The new, bigger figure emerged from the shadows and let fall its own hood. His beady eyes focused on the woman, and he approached her, removing a cloth-covered parcel from his cloak. She reached for it, but his arm drew back. “You have the payment, I presume?” His voice could have sent shivers down a Romulan’s back. “Of course. I’ll inspect the merchandise first.” He held out the package but kept a firm grip on it. The woman’s slightly ridged forehead wrinkled as she completed her examination. “Satisfied?” At her nod, he held out a bony hand, into which she placed a few bars of latinum. He counted as she took the parcel. “This was not the amount we agreed on.” “You’re mistaken. That’s exactly the price you asked.” “It is not.” She bristled. “It is, you miserable excuse for a—” “Listen, half-breed—” “Didn’t anyone ever tell you not to insult people’s backgrounds?” a new voice interrupted from behind the woman. She froze, uncertain of where the greater danger was. The trader lifted his eyes to the newcomer. “You brought an associate. That was not part of the agreement,” he said coldly, returning his gaze to the woman. She held the glare. “This is our final transaction.” And with that declaration he stole back into the shadows from whence he came. She heard the newcomer begin to retreat. Replacing her hood, she turned. “Wait.” He stopped, his back to her. “Thank you.” “Anytime.” He started to leave again. “Hold on. How can I repay you?” “You don’t need to. I’m leaving.” “At least let me see your face.” After a moment’s pause, he faced her again. Two fair hands reached up and pushed back his hood. Piercing blue eyes mounted on a dark blond head looked back at her. She gasped in surprised, then slowly mimicked his action. Now it was his turn to be surprised. “B’Elanna?” “Tom,” she answered. The air was heavy with unasked, unanswered questions. B’Elanna recovered after half a moment’s pause, glanced furtively around, and replaced her hood. “Come on.” She wrapped her purchase in her robe and turned down an alley, resuming her previous shrouded air. He followed. They soon disappeared into the crowds, leaving the little plaza empty once more. * * * * * * * * It seemed to Tom Paris that they were wandering in circles, but B’Elanna Torres obviously knew where she was going. They approached a dilapidated brick shop with one tiny, dirt-covered window. A figure huddled in rags sat by the doorstep, not an unusual sight on Misera. B’Elanna leaned over and whispered something to him, and Tom caught a glimpse of what could have been a Bajoran earring. B’Elanna straightened and motioned for Tom to follow her inside. The store’s interior looked just like any other on Misera with one difference. Although it had counters and shelves laden with wares, no swindling shopkeeper was in sight. B’Elanna shook off her hood. “Wait here. I’ll be right back,” she instructed, striding quickly into the back room. Tom removed his hood, his mind reeling. B’Elanna Torres was the last person he expected to see here. Hell, he hadn’t seen her since the Academy. Not that he hadn’t thought about her since then… How in the cosmos did she end up here? Obviously, a lot had changed since the Academy days – for both of them. He sighed and drummed his fingers on a counter, his eyes fixed on the door. * * * * * * * * Bypassing the stairs in the back room, B’Elanna dashed through the movable bookcase, clambered up the hidden wooden stairs, and barged into the second story office. Chakotay looked up from his book. “What took you so long? I was about to send Dalby.” “Terchak decided the price wasn’t right. I eventually got through to him, but we’ve lost a good supplier.” She set down her load. “Damn. How soon will we be ready to leave this godforsaken planet?” “We’ve got most of the parts we need, and we can get the rest from more sympathetic sources.” “Not good quality.” “It’ll hold us together until we can make another stop.” He sighed. “I suppose so. I’ll have Dalby contact some of our other ‘friends.’ Speaking of which, Gerron tells me you brought a visitor.” “He’s an old friend from the Academy. He helped me out with Terchak.” She explained what had happened in the plaza. “What were you thinking?” Chakotay exploded. “He’s Starfleet. You brought one of them right to us!” “Calm down, he’s completely trustworthy.” “How long have you known him?” “Well, I knew who he was the whole time I was a cadet. We only became friends in the last two weeks I was there.” “Two weeks? And you think you know him well enough to trust him? It’s been a long time, Torres. You have got to think before exposing our location!” “Stop talking to me like I’m a seven year old, Chakotay! I am positive Tom won’t squeal. You can ask him yourself, I left him in the front room.” She glared at him until he relented. “If I’m going to talk to him, I need to know his name.” “Tom. Tom Paris. And he doesn’t know anything about us. I just led him here.” “Tom Paris. Sounds familiar, but…” He shook his head and started downstairs, B’Elanna following closely behind. Tom was startled out of his reverie as a big Indian man entered, followed closely by B’Elanna. The man suspiciously scrutinized him, while B’Elanna looked at Tom supportively. What had he gotten himself into this time? The man fixed him with a steely glare. “So. You’re a friend of B’Elanna’s. How close a friend?” “Uh, we didn’t really know each other very long at the Academy, but I’d say we were pretty close.” He nodded. “Starfleet Academy, huh? What field?” “Command, but I prefer piloting,” Tom replied bitterly. This conversation was dredging up unwanted memories. “What’s your posting?” He snorted. “I don’t have one.” “Shore leave?” “You could call it that.” He crossed his arms. The interrogator didn’t look too pleased with Tom’s attitude. “Tom Paris. Any relation to Admiral Paris?” “The Admiral,” he said with more than a hint of sarcasm, “is my father.” Realization flashed over the dark-haired man’s face. “Now I remember. You were the one who got booted from the Fleet for that Caldik Prime incident.” Tom winced inwardly but kept his face straight. “Care to explain?” “Not particularly.” He turned to B’Elanna. “All right, he can stay. But be careful.” He returned to the back room. B’Elanna breathed a sigh of relief. She’d been so worried Chakotay would find something about Tom too objectionable. Although he obviously didn’t like Tom, at least he wasn’t going to kick him out. Tom relaxed, too. “Who put the coolant in his coffee?” “Come on, let’s go upstairs so we can talk.” She led him to the back and up the regular staircase, not wanting to risk another encounter with Chakotay. The trip gave her time to formulate her thoughts. Chakotay’s little interrogation posed so many questions for her to ask; she could only imagine how many Tom had for her. They reached the second floor hallway and turned left into the deserted women’s quarters. B’Elanna plopped down on her cot and motioned for Tom to do the same. They sat there staring at each other with giddy smiles. “So how are you?” they asked simultaneously. “Ladies first.” “Since when am I a lady? You first.” “Fine. First question: who was that guy?” He kept his tone light, but he was worried. For all he knew, Tattoo Man was her husband. “He’s Chakotay, our…leader. Listen Tom, there’s something you should know before I go on.” He nodded. This was a major risk, but she trusted him. “I’m not the same person I was six years ago. You must have heard of the Maquis in Starfleet.” He nodded again, eyes intent on her face. “After wandering around doing odd jobs for a year and a half, I joined them. When the Jem’Hadar began – exterminating us, we knew the movement was over. Some people didn’t want to quit – they said it was better to die fighting. But most of us were more practical. Our ship and some other ones went into hiding. Since then, we’ve lost track of everyone; we only hear when someone’s been caught. We’ve been hiding out on inconspicuous planets. There’re five of us here. We had more…We’re trying to repair the ship so we can get off this rock. But I don’t know what we’ll do then.” He whistled. “So you’re trying to remain quiet until the Federation forgets about you?” “That’s the idea. All right, now I’m depressed. Tell me what you’ve been up to. It can’t be more depressing than my story.” “I don’t know about depressing, but it’s definitely more pathetic. I graduated from the Academy and earned a nice spot on a Galaxy-class ship, not as chief pilot but as the first replacement. The captain saw that I was at least as good as the chief helmsman, but it was too soon to promote me so I got sent on lots of away missions.” He closed his eyes a moment, a pained expression briefly warping his face. “Then came Caldik Prime, which I’d rather not go into. Suffice it to say I screwed up and three people died as a result. At the inquiry, I lied about it and was allowed to resume my post – I even got promoted – but my conscience got the best of me, and I had to tell the truth. I was booted from the Fleet. Since then, I’ve been wandering, footloose and fancy free.” Six years had augmented his sarcasm. “Actually, meeting up with you is the first good thing that’s happened to me in a long time.” His voice took a lighter tone. “So, there’s five of you here. Any room for one more?” * * * *` * * * * Tom grunted as he readjusted the console on his shoulder, cables and wires dangling down his back. Next to him, Ken Dalby was breathing heavily under the weight of his own load. Although Tom had been with the Maquis for only a month, he felt like he’d made this trip into the woods a hundred times. Good thing, too; it was hard enough just concentrating on carrying his load without having to think about where he was going. The day was warm, so the two men wore sleeveless shirts and light pants, but they were still sweating and Tom could feel his bare shoulders turning pink. Thankfully, they’d soon reach their destination. After carefully negotiating some seemingly impassible shrubs, they finally emerged into a broad clearing and approached the secret within. “Hey, B’Elanna,” Tom called. There was a thunk and a string of curses. B’Elanna poked her head out of the ship’s hatch. She did not look pleased. “What the hell do you think you’re doing sneaking up on me like that, Paris? Get that equipment in here, I’ve been waiting for you for twenty minutes!” Tom smiled as she disappeared back into the ship. She was gorgeous when she was angry. Not that he’d ever tell her that. She’d bite his head off – literally. “And put on some sun block – unless you want to look like a Ktarian fire slug!” Shaking his head, he followed Dalby into the Liberty. Although her exterior markings had been changed, her crew retained the old, proud name. Parts of her had been so modified with alien technology that they were almost unrecognizable. He could see B’Elanna’s legs sticking out from under a console. Deciding it would be better not to antagonize her any further, the men gently set down their burdens and collapsed on the floor. “There’s some water by the hatch,” B’Elanna called. They found it along with the sun block and sat resting in silence. After half an hour, she finally emerged. Her hair was mussed and she had a streak of grease across her right cheek. Tom tried unsuccessfully to hold back his laughter. She glared at him. “What’s so funny?” To hysterical to reply, he pointed at her cheek. She snatched a rag and angrily wiped her face. “Very funny, hotshot.” She made the rag into a ball and threatened to throw it at him. “Gee, look at the time! We’d better go back for the rest,” he said, nervously stealing towards the door. Dalby grinned and followed him. “Not so fast, Mister! I need you to run some flight simulations.” He turned to Dalby. “Can you handle the rest?” “Sure. If I need help I can get someone else.” With a wave, he departed back along the trail. “I’ve rerouted everything to be accessible from the bridge,” B’Elanna said, setting a brisk pace. If her legs hadn’t been so much shorter that his he would have been left behind. He followed silently, and for lack of anything better to do his eyes wandered to said legs. Discretely, of course. He didn’t need to make her any angrier. They reached the cramped bridge, and she motioned for him to sit at the helm. “The program’s all set up. I need you to tell me how the new systems will affect helm control.” “No problem.” Slowly, almost reverently, he sat in the chair. He raised his hands to the console, fingertips lightly touching the smooth surface. When Starfleet booted him, he’d feared he’d never get a chance to fly again. Now, here he was, seated at a ship’s helm once again. He knew it would only be for a short time, so he promised himself to treasure every moment. B’Elanna watched him as he drifted, lost in thought, and a small smile turned up a corner of her mouth. “Get to work, Paris, I haven’t got all day,” she said lightly, breaking his reverie. He flashed her a now-familiar smile, the one that made her whole body light up, and got to work. Still smiling, she eased under the engineering station, such as it was. It never ceased to amaze her – this ship had been through so much, for so long, but each time B’Elanna had been able to patch her back together. She was secretly proud of the fact that she could recite the location of each and every coupling and conduit on the Liberty. They worked in silence for awhile. “Damn!” “B’Elanna?” “The sensor shield is fluctuating. I knew it couldn’t hold up this long. Unless we find a way to fix it, it’ll collapse in an hour.” He paused the simulation. The shield was the only thing that stopped them from being detected by planetary security. “How can I help?” “Go get that Federation equipment you brought earlier. Hurry!” He disappeared, and she backed out from underneath the console. A Ferengi trader had sold them this – what was it called? Gel-pack, that was it – for a low price, thinking it had no value. Through hours of scanning, analyzing, and rescanning, B’Elanna had finally determined how it worked. She was still uncertain if it would integrate into the existing systems, but at this point it was her only option to replace the worn-out isolinear chips. Tom soon returned with the gel-pack. “You sure you know how to use this thing?” “I guess we’ll find out. Hand it over.” He did, swallowing nervously. It wasn’t that he didn’t trust her engineering skills; he just didn’t feel like dying just yet. After and intense five minutes, she lifted her head, smiling triumphantly. “The shield is stable and operating at maximum efficiency.” *God, she’s beautiful when she smiles.* He grinned back, relieved and proud. “Well, now that we’ve averted disaster, I’ll get back to work.” “Actually, why don’t we take a break. I’m starving.” “I’ll bet you haven’t eaten since 0400.” She didn’t reply, confirmation enough. They returned to the hatch and sat outside with their food, leaning against the ship and letting the afternoon sun warm their bones. “Ken should have reached the supply barrack by now,” Tom remarked. “So soon? It took you guys hours to get out here before.” “Yeah, but now he’s unburdened. And he’s so eager to see his girlfriend that he does things twice as fast as normal.” “Right, Melinda. Last I knew, she was on the Skylark. I don’t know how he expects us to find them once we leave Misera.” “Umm.” He took a swallow from the canteen. “How about everyone else? Do they have anyone eagerly awaiting their return?” “Not as far as I know.” “Not even Chakotay?” She laughed ruefully. “Not anymore. His girlfriend Seska abandoned us when the Maquis split up. Said she had better things to do than hang around a bunch of has-beens.” “Ouch.” He paused, debating his next statement. “How about…you?” He turned his head to her, clear blue eyes cautiously searching brown. She felt her cheeks flushing and turned away. “No. No one…” *Since you!* her mind screamed at her to say. But she couldn’t. She didn’t dare. He sensed her discomfort and dropped the subject. “This is going to sound weird, but this kind of reminds me of the camping trip to the Sierras we took when I was twelve. My dad decided we would do things ‘the old-fashioned way,’ so we brought a couple of canvas tents and electric lamps. When we got to the site, Dad insisted on setting up both tents himself. Said it was ‘man’s work.’” He rolled his eyes. “So he spent all day setting them up. He finally finished and told everybody to climb in and test them out. My sisters were in one, my parents another. They’d just gotten in when both structures collapsed. They spent at least five minutes yelling and squirming around, trying to free themselves and getting more tangled in the process. Luckily, my mother had the foresight to bring along a Starfleet- issue shelter. We spent the rest of the afternoon sitting against the shelter, laughing at the remnants of the tents.” He was smiling fondly at the memory, and B’Elanna was softly chuckling beside him. “And just where were you during this? Shouldn’t you have helped with the ‘man’s work’?” “Probably, but I ran off to explore as soon as we arrived. I saw the whole thing from the branches of a nearby tree.” Now she was full out laughing. “Laughing your head off, I’m sure.” He smiled back at her and then sobered. “I think that was the last time my whole family was truly happy together. After that…something changed.” He shook his head. “But that’s not important. You don’t want to hear about it.” She looked at him sincerely. “I do. Really, go on.” *No pressure, Tom, you can tell me if you want.* He sighed, and she wasn’t sure if he would continue. Then he took a breath. “My father, as you probably know, comes from a long line of distinguished Starfleet officers, so of course, he wanted me to carry on the Paris legacy. And like any normal, strong-willed kid, I disagreed. I spent my adolescence arguing with him over my every action. But every time, I ended up exactly where he wanted me – on the fast track to Starfleet glory. Even after I graduated, he still wasn’t satisfied. I could never do enough…never. Caldik Prime was the breaking point. As I was cashiered out of the Fleet, he looked at me. There was no sympathy or comfort in his eyes, only disapproval and disappointment. Then he turned away.” His gaze was distant. “I haven’t seen him since.” “I’m sorry,” she whispered softly. “It’s okay. I’ve gotten over it,” he lied transparently. “So what about your family? You must have had some adventures together.” She gave a harsh laugh, and her look had an edge to it. “Adventures? Living with my mother was an adventure in itself.” “She was the Klingon, huh? But your father must have softened her up some.” “My father left when I was five. I don’t know where he is.” “Oh. I didn’t know. Sorry.” “Forget it, you couldn’t have known.” She sighed. “The only time I can remember my parents being happy together was a trip we took when I was three. Kessik didn’t have many large bodies of water, but there was this one lake about a hundred kilometers from our house. It was really nothing extraordinary, but I always thought it was the most beautiful spot in the galaxy; it was the one place where we were all happy. At peace. After my father left, I would go there to get away from my mother and her incessant demands that I be more Klingon. The day I left for the Academy was the last time I went there. It was a crisp, clear day – just like when we were all there. It put me in such a good mood that I decided to say goodbye to my mother, even thought we’d have a huge fight earlier. Bu when I got home…she’d locked the door and changed the codes.” She rubbed a hand over her eyes. She wasn’t going to cry. She couldn’t – wouldn’t be that weak. Tentatively, he touched her shoulder, calming her agitated nerves. Shaking free of the unwanted memories, she launched into a story involving her, some Maquis friends, two unsuspecting Cardassians, and a Bolian chicken. Laughing, they chatted about this and that, both relieved not only that the gloomy mood was broken, but also to have gotten some weight off their shoulders. There was a lull in the conversation. “B’Elanna, can I ask you something? You don’t have to answer if you don’t want to.” “Go ahead,” she replied. *You hardly know him! He could be asking you anything!* her mind screamed at her. But her instincts won out. “How come you’re having me do these simulations? Shouldn’t Chakotay? You know, since he’s the pilot and all.” “I remembered how you always used to talk about flying. Actually, I saw you in one of those simulator competitions, before we met. The stunts you pulled – well, I’ve never seen anything like it, before or since. Chakotay’s good, but you’re incredible.” She glanced at his stunned expression. “I want only the best…for the ship,” she added quickly. He remained speechless. She smiled wryly. “Don’t worry, Paris. You’ll fly again.” She stood up and stretched. “Come on, let’s get back to work. We wouldn’t want Ken to find us slacking off.” * * * * * * * * B’Elanna collapsed exhausted into her bed that night long after dark. Tom, Ken, and she had made so much progress today. The Liberty would be ready to go within a week. What a day! The repairs had been physically and mentally challenging; her conversation with Tom was an emotional challenge. Though her body was tired, her mind was alert and churning. She could hear Maggie Henley’s deep, even breathing on the other side of the room. Softly, B’Elanna rolled over on the bed and reached underneath, practiced hands easily finding a familiar box, which she carefully lifted onto the bed. Maggie was a deep sleeper, but even so, B’Elanna was careful not to make a sound as she lifted the lid and felt though the treasures inside as she had done on so many previous nights. She carefully removed a tattered old book her father had given her – Mother Goose’s Nursery Rhymes – and let the worn pages fall open to reveal a few delicate floral sprigs pressed between pages 146 and 147. She touched the petals, carefully raised them to her face, trying to recapture a time long gone. She remembered the day they were given to her as clearly as if it were yesterday. ** B’Elanna heard a knock on the dorm room door. “Come in, Tom, it’s open.” She could hear footfalls as her favorite and only tutee entered. “I’m in the other room. I’ll be right out.” Excited, she strode into the room. Grinning broadly, Tom brought a colorful bouquet of flowers from behind his back and held them out to her, rendering her absolutely speechless. “These are to thank you. I just got my test back – and I got an A!” “Tom, that’s fantastic! I guess that means you won’t need my help anymore.” He shook his head vehemently. “No way would I stop this. You’re the only one who can make me understand this stuff. I need you.” His words made her insides glow. “Please say you’ll still tutor me?” “Of course.” She knew he could probably succeed in Warp Core Dynamics by himself, but she’d take any excuse to spend time with him. “Let me put these in water.” As she took the flowers from him, their hands and eyes met. She felt silly – giddy – wonderful! And she’d never come close to feeling that way before. ** A bird’s mournful call returned B’Elanna to the present. Kahless, how many times had she put herself through this torture? When Tom had come back into her life, the old feelings had begun stirring within her. But when she was alone and able to think rationally, she would despair. They’d both had a rough six years, and she knew she was a different person. He had changed too; she could see it in his eyes, which no longer held their old boyish confidence, although they certainly hadn’t lost any of their charm. But what had once begun to exist between two cadets was gone forever. All she had to comfort herself with were a few broken, fading flowers. At one time, she’d though he might return her feelings; now she had no idea, but that didn’t mean she couldn’t help him. She’d promised him he would fly again. The first step there was to work on Chakotay. The Maquis leader had disliked Tom from the beginning, and even though he’d proved to be a helpful addition to the rebel cell, Chakotay still didn’t trust him. B’Elanna swore she would find some way to put Tom at the Liberty’s helm. * * * * * * * * B’Elanna peeked out the window for the hundredth time. “Why won’t those bastards leave already?” she demanded. Knowing the question was rhetorical, Tom stood silently supportive. Chakotay entered. “What’s going on?” She stopped her pacing and jabbed a finger at the curtained window. “Starfleet. They’re patrolling the streets.” Chakotay froze. Ever so slowly, he turned cold black eyes on Tom. He spoke softly, words biting like icy wind. “I knew it was a mistake to let one of you people in. Traitor! You brought your friends right to our doorstep.” “I don’t know what you’re talking about. They kicked me out, remember? Fleeters are no friends of mine.” “Liar.” Tom’s mask hardened. “I am many things, Chakotay, but I am not a liar. Ever since I stepped in these doors, my only loyalty has been to this cell.” “Why should I believe you?” “Stop it, both of you!” B’Elanna cried, stepping between the men as they drew dangerously close together. “Stay out of this, B’Elanna,” they ordered simultaneously. B’Elanna was about to tell them just what she thought of that order when providence intervened. “Gerron to Chakotay,” the ancient, jury-rigged communicator squawked. Not taking his eyes off Tom, Chakotay grabbed the receiver. “Chakotay here.” “You can relax, we haven’t been detected. The Feds are here because some idiot Ferengi broke into their headquarters. Security might be tighter from now on, though.” He ignored Tom’s smug grin as B’Elanna moved over to the younger man, lightly touching his elbow. “I guess that’s our cue to move out. Remain at your post and keep me informed. Chakotay out.” He turned an unreadable eye on his companions. “You heard me. You have half an hour to pack.” With that, he left the room. “Tom, don’t listen to what he says. About you, I mean. Chakotay feels betrayed by Starfleet. He joined thinking of it as this benevolent, altruistic force, and since he learned the truth – well, he never recovered.” “That’s no reason to blame it on me!” he replied. She silently agreed. “Let’s go. We have to pack.” * * * * * * * * They staggered their departures and took different routes to avoid suspicion, regrouping after an hour on the Liberty’s bridge. “All right, listen up, because I’m only going to say this once,” Chakotay instructed. “Avoiding deception is our primary objective. If we get caught, it’s over. I’ll take the helm; Dalby’s at tactical, Torres at engineering. Gerron, Henley – stay below and keep things together. We can access every system from the bridge, but we’ll need you for manual patching. Once we’ve broken orbit, we’ll travel on the outskirts of Federation territory until we come up with something better. Good luck.” Dismissed them with a nod, and the crew hurried off. All but one. “Captain,” said Tom, “what should I do?” B’Elanna, who had hung back, could see the Chakotay’s indecision. He didn’t trust Paris enough to let him loose below decks, but neither did he want him cluttering up the bridge. She spoke up. “Tom could man communications. It would give us less to worry about.” The big Indian remained disgruntled, but her suggestion made too much sense to ignore. “Fine. But stay out of the way.” With that, he strode briskly to the conn. Tom threw B’Elanna a thankful grin, and she smiled back quickly before sliding onto her stool. Its hard surface reminded her of the difficulties ahead, and she reluctantly pushed away thoughts of the handsome man at communications. Pre-flight was over quickly, and before B’Elanna knew it Chakotay was slowly lifting the ship off the ground. In some ways, this was the most dangerous part of the trip, for they were exposed to the Miserans’ eyes, if not their sensors. They hoped to blend into the regular pattern of trade ship arrivals and departures from various spots on the continent. But there was always a chance… B’Elanna breathed a sigh of relief as they cleared the upper atmosphere. Now all they had to do was clear the system and – “Captain, there’s a Federation starship in orbit. Miranda class,” Dalby reported. “Nobody make any sharp moves. They shouldn’t notice us. We could probably take them, but I’d rather not find out,” Chakotay replied. “Torres, how’s – ” “They’re hailing us, Captain,” Tom interrupted. “Ignore them. B’Elanna, I need all you can give me.” “Aye, Captain.” Damn, why couldn’t things go right for once? “Unknown vessel, this is the Federation starship Marlowe. You are not cleared for departure. Identify yourselves or we will be forced to fire.” “They’re charging weapons.” “Prepare to return fire. Maximum shields. I’m preparing evasive maneuvers.” The Marlowe fired, rocking the tiny Liberty. “Shields at 87%.” “Engaging evasive pattern delta.” “Our weapons are having no effect!” BOOM. Dalby was thrown out of his seat and he scrambled to regain it. “Shields down to 63%.” “I need – ” BOOM! B’Elanna instinctually knew they’d been on the receiving end of a torpedo. The Liberty’s entire crew was knocked violently to the floor. She quickly leapt up. No exploded consoles, good, Ken and Tom were helping each other up, and – “Chakotay!” She rushed to the fallen man. He had a bloody gash along his face and seemed barely conscious. Tom’s voice drew her attention. “They’ve stopped firing and are requesting that we lower shields and prepare to be boarded. And they demand an answer.” There was silence as both men looked to her for guidance. She rose slowly. “They want an answer? Fine. Tom, get in that pilot’s chair. Show us what you’ve got.” No talk, no arguments. They resumed their stations, leaving Chakotay on the floor – probably the safest place for him right now. * * * * * * * * On the Marlowe’s bridge, Commander Jackson stood gazing at his wounded quarry. It wouldn’t be long now before the ship surrendered and he found out what goods they were smuggling. Jackson could almost picture the ceremony: *For bravery and valor on behalf of the Federation, I hereby award you the rank of – * “Captain,” said Lieutenant Keyes, using the standard term for any vessel’s commander. Jackson sighed. “Yes, Lieutenant?” “They’re not responding, sir. The ship’s just sitting there.” The tactical officer, Lieutenant Bates, spoke up. “The readings I’m getting indicate heavy external damage. They have some sort of weak sensor shield in place that’s preventing me from telling what systems they’ve lost. There’s a good chance they’re dead in space.” “All right, then. Move us within transporter range, Keyes. Prepare to lower shields on my mark.” “Are you sure that’s wise, sir?” asked Bates, her forehead wrinkled in concern. “You have your orders, Lieutenant.” “Aye, sir.” “Mark.” He sat back in his chair. Then the unexpected happened. The tiny ship jumped to life, streaking across the stars and letting loose a barrage of fire on the unshielded Marlowe. The stunned Starfleet crew was reanimated by the alarm klaxons. “Report!” “Weapons array at 47% – ” “Impulse engines failing – ” “Shields up! Fire whatever we have!” “ – can only give you 63% shields – ” “ – weapons having no effect – ” “Evasive maneuvers!” As Commander Jackson struggled to maintain control of his ship and crew, the unidentified vessel danced around him, zigging and zagging in maneuvers he’d only ever seen performed by highly-trained pilots in the most advanced prototype shuttlecraft. If he hadn’t been so distressed, Jackson would have sat back and watched in awe. As it was, he was struggling to keep upright and to listen to his subordinates. “Propulsion is down!” exclaimed Keyes. As he was saying it, the other ship ceased its tricks and warped into space, leaving behind it a stunned and silent Starfleet crew, dreams of promotion shot to hell. * * * * * * * * Aboard the Liberty, a celebration was taking place. Having successfully stabilized Chakotay and settled him in the medical bay, the Maquis were busy congratulating Tom on the bridge. B’Elanna hung in the background, delighted that her colleagues had finally accepted her friend as one of them. Tom was still riding the emotional high from his flight. In his euphoria, he laughed and joked with – yes, he could call them his friends, now. A movement at the edge of his vision caught his eye, and he spied B’Elanna moving toward the door. *You won’t get away that easily.* He raised his voice. “But there’s no way I could’ve pulled that off if B’Elanna hadn’t taken charge.” As if on cue, the group drew the engineer into the circle and showered her with praise. She murmured her thanks to her crewmates, but her eyes were fixed on Tom’s. Grinning broadly, she silently thanked him. His returning smile was the only answer she needed. * * * * * * * * The celebration broke up, and everyone but Gerron headed off. B’Elanna didn’t trust the proximity alarms, so she had insisted on having someone monitor systems at all times. Parked in a nebula, they were fairly safe. B’Elanna and Tom went laughing through the corridors to the medical bay to check on Chakotay. He was stirring as they approached the bed. His eyes blinked open. “Wh-where am I? What happened?” “You were injured in the battle with the Feds,” B’Elanna reminded him. “You’ll be fine. How much do you remember?” “I remember the explosion and flying across the bridge. Then I think I was in and out. I can’t recall much…but I do remember some inspired flying.” He turned his eyes to Tom. “Mr. Paris. Hard as it is for me to say this, I owe you an apology. I should never have doubted your motives or abilities.” Tom grinned smugly. “Apology accepted.” “Chakotay, you look exhausted. Get some sleep,” B’Elanna said. “I’m taking care of everything.” “That had better include yourself.” She smiled wryly. “Don’t worry, I won’t overwork myself.” She patted his hand. “Come on, Tom, let’s get out of here.” They exited softly, for Chakotay was already asleep. Their earlier mirth hadn’t lessened; in fact, Chakotay’s apology heightened it. Somehow, they ended up in B’Elanna’s cabin. The only furnishings were a bed and a small table, so they collapsed on the bed, giggling uncontrollably over a joke. They lay there, calming down, eventually resting in companionable silence. After a time, B’Elanna spoke. “You know, Tom, you really were amazing today.” “I couldn’t have done it without you. You gave me my second chance,” he replied, turning his head to meet her gaze. Nervous, she sat up. “I guess you’ll be our full time pilot now.” “Guess so.” He sat up next to her, and she could feel her heart beating a little faster. “B’Elanna…why didn’t you say goodbye?” She knew without asking that he was talking about the day that she left the Academy. She drew a long breath. “I wanted to, so much…but it all happened so quickly. All I could think of was getting out of there. I was afraid that if I saw you, I’d get weak and stay.” She turned her face away to hide the embarrassed blush creeping over it. Tom heard the unspoken message. “Not everybody there hated you, B’Elanna. Actually, there were times after you left when I heard professors saying it was too bad you were gone.” “Huh!” She shook her head. “Nobody misses a failure, Tom.” “But you’re not a failure!” He turned to face her. “Look around. You’re Chief Engineer and First Officer on a starship. Under anyone else, this bucket of bolts would’ve disintegrated years ago. You’re alive and healthy, and you have friends who love and respect you. If that’s not success, I don’t know what is.” She was silent and her eyes were far away, but he knew she was listening. He reached up and tucked a fallen lock of hair behind her ear. “And they did miss you. They missed your ingenuity, your creative brilliance. I missed you.” More silence. “B’Elanna, don’t put yourself down. You’re the least failed person I’ve ever known,” he said wistfully. She finally faced him, brown eyes searching blue. During the battle, he’d been strong and confident, flying away with her heart, but now he seemed like a lost little boy. She couldn’t stand it, so she enfolded him in a bear hug. “I missed you, too. Tom, you’re unbelievable. You’ve just won friends, a job, respect…” She didn’t dare voice the last item. “And you have the nerve to consider yourself a failure.” His shoulders shook with laughter and she released him, mission accomplished. Flashing her a broad grin, he replied, “I guess I’ve forgotten how to count my blessings.” “Well, don’t forget again, Mister!” she admonished. “And if I do?” he responded, leaning towards her. She bent closer and placed a finger on his chin. “Then you’ll learn the true meaning of Klingon wrath.” Their faces were now so close that their noses were practically touching. “I think I’m starting to forget,” he breathed. He knew he’d probably regret this later, but he couldn’t resist. Tom closed the remaining distance between them and gently touched his lips to hers. To his surprise and delight, she didn’t punch him. He lifted his head and searched her face for a response. Once again, she surprised him. A smile crept over B’Elanna’s face as she reached up to pull his head back down to hers. They kissed passionately, all their fear and caution melting away. “We should have done this a long time ago,” B’Elanna remarked as they came up for air. Tom said nothing as he wrapped his arms around her, reclaiming her lips with unbridled passion. * * * * * * * * In a quiet region of space, a nondescript nebula swirled in the vacuum. Hidden within its depths lay an unremarkable vessel that seemed more suited to a junkyard. And yet, tucked within the battered hull, something extraordinary was blossoming. Not a revival, but a renewal of an individual and a love. Separation and change had taken their toll, and more was yet to be discovered and healed. But for now, all that was forgotten as the most prosaic of places gave birth to a new beginning. Fin Additional Disclaimers: Yeah, there’s more, but I didn’t want to give anything away at the beginning. If the ending sounds familiar, that’s because it closely follows the movie That Thing You Do. If you haven’t seen it, DO! I don’t know who owns Mother Goose, but it’s not me. What’d you think? Zorb17@aol.com